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Name: A.V.P.
Location: Moscow, Russia
Birthday: 1/8/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: W800i, cocaine, and an occasional lust spree... :}
Expertise: anything that involves $$$ and art
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit


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Member Since: 12/1/2005

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

 

*Notice my birth date, what can I say? Americans are stupid>


Monday, May 29, 2006

At pareshs house>>>


Thursday, May 18, 2006

Stolen from Sean`s xanga>>>

 

Edit>>> from Lings xanga>>>

NOW
Is your hair up?: no.
Is your phone right beside you?: yes
Do you have a bf/ gf?: no
Do you miss someone?: yes
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: yes
Do you have plans for tonight?: yes
Are you wearing makeup?: yes
Are you wearing chapstick?: yes
Are you cold?: yes
Are you tired?: no
Are you excited?: no
Are you watching t.v.?: no
Are you wearing pajamas?: yes
Who's the last person you IMed?: Emily
Who's the last person that called you?: Yelena

----------------------------

PAST
Anything you regret?: shit load
Ever lied?: definately
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: yes
Ever spit at someone?: yes
Ever kick something living?: of course
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no...
------------------------------

LAST WEEK
Have any plans last week?: yes
Who did you see most last week?: paresh
Was last week interesting?: egh>>>
Have you made out with anyone?: no

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TODAY
Have you cursed? yes
Have you yelled at someone?: yes
Have you gotten mad at someone?: yes
Have you cried?: no
Have you called more than 3 people?: yes
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yes
Have you eaten anything gross?: no

SPILL YOUR GUTS
1. First thing you did this morning?: got up at 7:15 and went back to sleep. 
2. Last thing you ate?: stir fried rice noodles with soy and soy sauce.
3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?: fuck no. w800i=550.00
4. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?:summer, drivers license/car
5. What's annoying you right now?: absolutely nothing
6. What's the last movie you saw?: memoirs of a geisha
7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: no

QUESTIONS
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?: yes
Q Where is the last place you went to? bank
Q: Who is the last person you called?: mom
Q: Been cheated on?: no, not that I know of. my relationships are 'brief' lol. I like it that way.
Q: Do you smile often?: no
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: there has to be someone.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): beauty
Q: Do you wish on stars?: no
Q: Does it work?: never tried. of course not
Q. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no
Q: Would you kill someone?: yes. I have a lot of ideas in my head.
Q: When did you last cry?: when I was 2 or 3.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?: Yes!!! i am perfectly content with it.
Q: Are you a friendly person?: not necessarily.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?: yes
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?: the floor
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: black
Q: Do you have any pets?: yes. 4 dogs and a cat.
Q: What were you doing at 9:00 last night?: work/
Q: I can't wait till: July 11th=drivers licence and a new life [on my own]
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: when I was 8
Q: Look to your left?: closet, wall, bed.
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?: dont recollect so.
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: no, something extraordinary has to happen for me to do that...
Q: Song that makes you cry?: none
Q: Are you a normally happy person?: no
Q: Long or Short Hair?: medium
Q: Do you love anyone?: yes
Q: Is your self-esteem low? no
What grade are you in now? 10
What school are you in now? Northeast   [NEhs]
Do you like your school? it is a school...
What grade will you be in next year? 11
What school will you be attending next year? NEhs
Who was your favorite teacher this year? Mr. Fiorini
What was your hardest class? None
What did you usually eat for lunch? Usually nothing. Slushie maybe?
Who was your best "in school friend"? You know who you are.
Was this year challenging? no...
Did you get in trouble with the school? yes plenty of times.
Are you excited for next year? Yes because of my halloween costume. [geisha]
What classes do you want to take next year? ap/rapid
What did you usually do after school? hang with friends, compu lab, used to be sparc. sports
Do you have any regrets? a lot
Does the person who sent this to you attend your school? yes
Who do you think will copy this survey from you? People who have nothing to do.

 

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*+* ONLY yes or no*+*

 



 



 

 

Painted your room?:

I paid people to paint it.

 

Made out with a member of the same sex?:

yes

 

Drove a car?:

yes 

 

Danced in front of your mirror?:

yes

 

Been dumped?:

once, bastard!!!

 

Gotten in a car with people you just met?:

yes

 

Been in a fist fight?:

no 

 

Snuck out of your house?:

yes

 

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?:

yes

 

Been arrested?:

no

 

Made out with a stranger?:

yes

 

Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?:

yes

 

Left your house without telling your parents?:

definately

 

Had a crush on your neighbor?:

no 

 

Ditched school to do something more fun?:

yes 

 

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?:

yes

 

Seen someone die?:

plenty  :}

 

Been on a plane?:

yes

 

Kissed a picture?:

yes

 

Slept in until 3?:

yes

 

Made a snow angel?:

no

 

Played dress up?:

no

 

Cheated while playing a game?:

yes

 

Been lonely?:

yes 

 

Felt an earthquake?:

no

 

Touched a snake?:

no 

 

Run a red light?:

yes

 

Been suspended from school?:

yes, just last week. 

 

Been in a car accident?:

no 

 

Hated the way you look?:

never

 

Been lost?:

no 

 

Been to the opposite side of the country?:

no

 

Cried yourself to sleep?:

no 

 

Sang karaoke:

no

 

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?:

yes

 

Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose:

yes

 

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?:

yes

 

Kissed in the rain?:

yes

 

Sung in the shower?:

yes

 

Had a dream that you married someone?:

yes

 

Glued your hand to something?:

no

 

Sat on a roof top?:

yes

 

Didn't take a shower for a week?:

no

 

Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?:

depends

 

Played chicken?:

what is that?

 

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?:

yes

 

Broken a bone?:

no

 

Been easily amused?:

yes

 

Laugh so hard you cry?:

yes

 

Need someone?:

YES!!!>>>

 

Cheated on a test?:

If cheating is comparing answers..then yes>>> lol

 

Forgotten someone's name?:

I dont know anyones name in my classes.

 

Slept naked?:

YEAH!

 

Gone skinny dipping?:

YEAH!

 

Blacked out from drinking?:

no

 

Played a prank on someone?:

yes

 

Gone to a late night movie?:

yes

 

Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?:

no 

 

Did you celebrate the 4th of July?:

NO! Do I look American to you?

 

Cried over someone?:

Once. It was he end of my tears. 

 

Dated someone more than once?:

yes

 

Own an instrument?:

yes

 

Been in a band?:

yes

 

Drank 25 sodas in a day?:

no

 

Shot a gun?:
Find a 1 gigabyte mp3 player in the street?:

yes!
Im not cheap, or black. I go to the store and buy and mp3 player. Money is not a problem.

 


Monday, May 15, 2006

shibire wo kirashiteru boku wa mado no chi wo hiki sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?



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